We both know That we are Not made for Each other It is very sad That has to end This way We had hurt Each other badly Fighting all the time I will not worry About you anymore Because You will find Somebody that will love you Better than I did You We don't have Any more feelings for each other Also, we don't love Each other anymore Now you are free To choose somebody new That you will love Better than you did me Please don't worry About me anymore Because I believe That out there I will find The woman of my dreams Also, I am a religious men You don't believe in God That is ok I believe in God Because it was God That made me Many years ago And also God is my father Also, I am his son Yes I hope you have Good friends out there Who you can trust Also, I am God's poet You are a singer You had composed beautiful songs In your guitar Every single day And also you sing very well I know that you are gifted Also, I am a disabled men That god made Many years ago Yes I have plenty of clothes to wear That my God gave me to wear A few months ago And I also wear the clothes that he gave me Every single day Now it is nighttime Also, I can't stop to think About you I also know that I have hurt you So badly And I believe that I was a fool I am going to sleep now Because it is my bedtime Yes I started to look For somebody knew to love Slowly we are getting to know Each other I must tell you That I will work hard For this new relationship To last We are both Middle-class people Also, we are both very religious I feel that I have been blessed To have somebody Knew in my life That will love me forever Yes I never think about In the past because I was a loser I also have a bad temper You know that Now I am living in the future And I am so happy to live In the future I am somebody known now And I have changed my behaviors Over and over again Also, I have lots of problems to solve And I am going to solve it on my own Yes it is hard to do it But I am doing it Yes life is very precious And I don't gamble with my life Because I just don't have the right To do it Only God has the right to End my life Yes I am ready to die Any day now I have lived All that I want to live On earth Also, I don't have good health anymore I have very bad depression I have been living with depression for 15 years now I kept myself out of the hospital for 4 years I haven't had a crisis for 4 years now It was my psychiatrist that had diagnosed me With depression many years ago And he prescribes my medications for depression I take my medication every day Night and day Please God can you make a miracle in my life? Because I am waiting for you to do that Is that too much to ask for my God Please answer me now I am waiting for you to answer me, God Yes when I was young I had good health Yes God I have some broken sleep Because I have sleep apnea And I refuse to wear a CPAP machine Every single night Thank God that I been alive Every single day And I am happy to be alive Also, I am happy that I have I roof over my head And I don't live on the street Also, I have very little money to live And also my friends look after my money Because I just don't know how to Handle money If you put money on my hand I spend it like it is water The next day I am broke I am telling the truth, God I am also afraid to end up On the street Like the homeless Also, I have good friends that support Every single day of my life And I have known them for a lifetime Also, I need people in my life And I also know that I can't live without people I never sleep in during the mornings Because I know that I would be wasting A nice day Also, I have a routine that I follow Every single morning The first thing I do when I wake up Is pray for my God And ask him in my prayer to give me Peace and health in my life Because I have no peace and health In my life I am telling you the truth, God Today was the first day of Fall And I had to put my Summer clothes away And start to wear my Winter clothes We already changed the clocks back one hour Also, the days are short now It gets dark by 5:00 pm I must say that I just hate that I also find it very depressing Also, I don't get any sun during the fall Only grey sky That puts me to sleep And also it makes me tired I keep yawning non-stop I wish that I could go back to bed But if I do that I won't sleep At night So I must stay wake Now finally the trees are changing their color From green to Gold Also, there are dead leaves on the ground People are raking the leaves of the trees That is on the ground And putting inside the garden bags Yes the trees are now bare And ready for the winter Also now is morning again It arrived very early I have dressed warmly And I am going for walk around The block So I can get some fresh air Into my lungs Then when I come back I will go to my living room I will turn my computer on And I will do some work for my God I will write some poems For my God
