I am always here you Today tomorrow and forever When you wake up Pray for me first thing in the morning Because I need prayers badly Sometimes I feel lost Without you And I forget that you are for me Yes you are right I am always losing my mind And doing crazy things By hurting the people who loves me And cares a lot about me Now nobody trusts me anymore I have to win people's trust back I know it will be hard I don't want to live solo In a solo world I depend on you people I will try to change And make it right again Also I live in constant fear Of losing people I also have fear of dying I am not getting any younger And it is not good to live solo I need to be surrounded by people Who needs me I must remember that I want to laugh I want to cry I want to smile That is how I feel right now I am walking outside now And this cloudy day Makes me feel sleepy And it is very cold today I am also feeling the cold wind That makes me shiver